You surprise me everyday. One of my best friends just told me last night that she could see me married to a girl and I could actually visualize myself being an aggressive femme. While that's all well and good, I would like to know where you stand. I haven't felt like a straight girl since junior year started, and I'm happy with that. I like the fact that I can be open to new experiences. I'm just wondering where this year will take me. I feel as if I'm slowly transitioning to the other side. I can't say that I am just yet because I'm not completely sure of myself right now.
It's time for some new attractions, or at least a reinforcement of current attractions.
I say this because this is the only way I'll know whether I'm still a dual soul or if I have a particular preference.
I want to let you know that I'm only doing this for me. I'm am aware that your changes are for no one but me. You are influenced by rainbows and neutral colors, but ultimately it's just you and me. You are a part of me. You define my romantic world and my heart defines you.
Regardless of the future verdict, I'm glad that we're more in touch with each other. Home life was stifling and only taught me that men are meant for women and vice versa. Meeting people of various cultures and lifestyles has taught me that that's not necessarily the case. I'm following my heart no matter what because if I'm not happy, I know you won't be happy.
Maybe this is your way of telling me that labels are for cans...but we'll see in due time.
Love Always,
Shawnon
Shawnon
1 comment:
I loved this...sometimes in life we don't know what is really going to happen, and we (as often as we try) can't govern our hearts. Take your time, life and love coexisit and as long as your living there will be a love somewhere to call your own!
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