Anyone had any trouble logging in blogger lately? Seems like every time I go to work or the library, google-connected sites never work for me.
Anyway, I made a wordpress blog some time ago. I haven't updated it since the intro post, but I definitely have some things that I want to get out into the open. It's been too damn long. Lately I've been more of a reader than a writer, which can have its perks.
http://lovecrescendo.wordpress.com
Add me, follow me, do what it takes to inspire me to move the masses again!
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Monday, November 30, 2009
My Hair Story.
Boycotting against the chemicals
20 weeks in
And I'm already waist deep in the struggle
Coexisting rivalries fighting for a savior
Everyone wants me to choose a side
Straight moral conformity vs. rebellious curly exotica
Thought I could hide behind flat irons
But I couldn't take the heat
Combs turned to fingers
To ease detangling growing pains
I'm trading in the sulfates and blow dryers
For butters and creams
In my sable S-curled dreams
That my family can't understand
I want to let the ignorance grow out.
And before I let the scissors take siege,
I want to know the real me.
20 weeks in
And I'm already waist deep in the struggle
Coexisting rivalries fighting for a savior
Everyone wants me to choose a side
Straight moral conformity vs. rebellious curly exotica
Thought I could hide behind flat irons
But I couldn't take the heat
Combs turned to fingers
To ease detangling growing pains
I'm trading in the sulfates and blow dryers
For butters and creams
In my sable S-curled dreams
That my family can't understand
I want to let the ignorance grow out.
And before I let the scissors take siege,
I want to know the real me.
What She(a) Did for Me.
Yes, I am convinced that shea butter would be a woman in human form because it's smooth, soft, and there is no hardness when she's resting against my skin.
I probably saw raw shea butter for the first time when my friend let me use some about a year ago. It smelled odd to me and made my hands shiny. I've probably had my $6 16 oz. tub for about a month now and I feel like it's one of the best investments I've ever made in my life. Here's why:
1. A little bit goes a long way. Cliche, but true. Seriously, I probably need my single fingerprint span for my hair and hands (respectively). Perhaps a little more for my feet though.
2. It lasts forever (in a day). No reapplying multiple times a day like lotion. Matter of fact, I'm never using lotion again (at least from the neck down).
3. Great for multitasking. You can use it on your hair, skin, and nails! Mix it with some oils and you get a bomb moisturizer. Melt it and use it in your deep conditioners. Apply it to a burn or a dark spot every day and it goes away. I guess the only thing you can't do is eat it.
Once I'm rich, I'll be buying in bulk.
For those who are looking for something more natural for their hair and skin, I highly recommend her. She will not let you down.
Monday, November 16, 2009
Some thoughts. (copy-paste style)
One of my friends asked me to help him for a thesis project, so I decided to share his questions and my thoughts here. Do with them as you wish.
1. What is your personal attitude towards homosexuality? Do you feel as though because this lifestyle is your preference, there are negative connotations with it?
2. As a minority, do you feel underrepresented in your community?
3. With so many opposing stances on homosexuality, how do you view religion?
4. Do you feel as though gender has a role towards the treatment in those that partake in this lifestyle? Are there any differences between gays and lesbians?
5. How has being homosexual affected you in general? What is the positive and negative impacts homosexuality has had on your life?
6. What has influenced you to be who you are? Has a figurehead contributed to your perception or is it because you feel comfortable with who you already are?
1. I've always been open to homosexuality even when I considered myself to be straight. I believe there are positives and negatives with any choice one makes. However, homosexuality is looked down upon by a great majority of people. I feel there's nothing wrong with it personally, and not just because it's my preference.
2. Very much so, but I've met a lot of LGBT's in college. I feel that there's quite a bit of support, even though HU is a conservative university. It's hard to be represented when there aren't a lot of popular role models/celebs that everyone can look up to. The white community has Ellen Degeneres and Perez Hilton (I know there's more lol). It seems like all the black celebs are mostly assumed because none of them officially came out (Queen Latifah, MC Lyte, Missy Elliot, Tyler Perry). Wanda Sykes comes to mind, but she was pretty low-key in her announcement. Also, I've noticed that she doesn't really talk about it in her stand-up, as she knows the topic is looked down upon.
3. I still feel like gays can practice any religion they want, as I believe that God does not judge. Unfortunately, religion plays a dominant role in homophobia, especially in the black church community. I know some who are still Christians, and others who may be in between or may not believe in anything at all. As for me, as long as preachers don't bring up any homophobia at my church, then I'm good. There's a lot of hypocrisy, but there are those who go beyond it and find a true relationship with a higher power.
4. Definitely. There's a double standard when it comes gay/bi/transgendered men and lesbian/bi/transgendered women. We see guys getting off on girls kissing just for fun, while two males kissing is disgusting to most people. I feel that males have it worse, especially those who act feminine. Men are taught to be strong and to look a certain way. Lesbian relationships are sometimes looked at as not being that serious (the "falling in love with your best friend" syndrome, college experimentation phase, etc).
5. It's made me realize that there is more to life than the standard (marrying a nice man, having children, etc). It's not a choice. It's a matter of what makes you happy. The positive is that I have met so many amazing people who fall under the category. Another positive is that the majority of my straight friends accept me as I am. The negative part is that I'm somewhat closeted to my parents. In a sense, I feel like it is none of their business and they can't dictate that aspect of my life. Another negative is that it's disappointing that other people that I may come across may never accept it, but that comes with the lifestyle.
6. I've always been an advocate for self-love. I never hated myself for these attractions. It had always been inside of me, but acquiring a group of LGBT friends sort of gave me the push into the lifestyle. It felt odd at first, but I accepted it. Regardless, my sexuality doesn't completely define me. I'm African-American, a woman, a student, a daughter, etc.
1. What is your personal attitude towards homosexuality? Do you feel as though because this lifestyle is your preference, there are negative connotations with it?
2. As a minority, do you feel underrepresented in your community?
3. With so many opposing stances on homosexuality, how do you view religion?
4. Do you feel as though gender has a role towards the treatment in those that partake in this lifestyle? Are there any differences between gays and lesbians?
5. How has being homosexual affected you in general? What is the positive and negative impacts homosexuality has had on your life?
6. What has influenced you to be who you are? Has a figurehead contributed to your perception or is it because you feel comfortable with who you already are?
1. I've always been open to homosexuality even when I considered myself to be straight. I believe there are positives and negatives with any choice one makes. However, homosexuality is looked down upon by a great majority of people. I feel there's nothing wrong with it personally, and not just because it's my preference.
2. Very much so, but I've met a lot of LGBT's in college. I feel that there's quite a bit of support, even though HU is a conservative university. It's hard to be represented when there aren't a lot of popular role models/celebs that everyone can look up to. The white community has Ellen Degeneres and Perez Hilton (I know there's more lol). It seems like all the black celebs are mostly assumed because none of them officially came out (Queen Latifah, MC Lyte, Missy Elliot, Tyler Perry). Wanda Sykes comes to mind, but she was pretty low-key in her announcement. Also, I've noticed that she doesn't really talk about it in her stand-up, as she knows the topic is looked down upon.
3. I still feel like gays can practice any religion they want, as I believe that God does not judge. Unfortunately, religion plays a dominant role in homophobia, especially in the black church community. I know some who are still Christians, and others who may be in between or may not believe in anything at all. As for me, as long as preachers don't bring up any homophobia at my church, then I'm good. There's a lot of hypocrisy, but there are those who go beyond it and find a true relationship with a higher power.
4. Definitely. There's a double standard when it comes gay/bi/transgendered men and lesbian/bi/transgendered women. We see guys getting off on girls kissing just for fun, while two males kissing is disgusting to most people. I feel that males have it worse, especially those who act feminine. Men are taught to be strong and to look a certain way. Lesbian relationships are sometimes looked at as not being that serious (the "falling in love with your best friend" syndrome, college experimentation phase, etc).
5. It's made me realize that there is more to life than the standard (marrying a nice man, having children, etc). It's not a choice. It's a matter of what makes you happy. The positive is that I have met so many amazing people who fall under the category. Another positive is that the majority of my straight friends accept me as I am. The negative part is that I'm somewhat closeted to my parents. In a sense, I feel like it is none of their business and they can't dictate that aspect of my life. Another negative is that it's disappointing that other people that I may come across may never accept it, but that comes with the lifestyle.
6. I've always been an advocate for self-love. I never hated myself for these attractions. It had always been inside of me, but acquiring a group of LGBT friends sort of gave me the push into the lifestyle. It felt odd at first, but I accepted it. Regardless, my sexuality doesn't completely define me. I'm African-American, a woman, a student, a daughter, etc.
Monday, October 19, 2009
My life in a few sentences.
Fell in love with a boy. Yes, a boy. Cutest thing I've ever seen.
Problem: He's taken and leaving for the Navy soon.
Solution: We fill our work shifts with craziness and laughter. And we'll be pen pals after he leaves.
Still carless, but that should be changing soon. In the meantime, my social life is pretty much nonexistent.
I'm glad I still have a job during the school year (first time doing so), but most of my earnings are going to go towards said car and college stuff.
I feel like I've retired from writing poetry. I don't have those overflowing inspirations as much anymore. Hmm.
The end (for now).
Problem: He's taken and leaving for the Navy soon.
Solution: We fill our work shifts with craziness and laughter. And we'll be pen pals after he leaves.
Still carless, but that should be changing soon. In the meantime, my social life is pretty much nonexistent.
I'm glad I still have a job during the school year (first time doing so), but most of my earnings are going to go towards said car and college stuff.
I feel like I've retired from writing poetry. I don't have those overflowing inspirations as much anymore. Hmm.
The end (for now).
Inside Joke.
I want to complete you
Like sentences dying to be written
Phrase your words carefully
So I can fit your punch lines
Just right
Create our own language
(Inside private thoughts)
Outside typical vernacular
Tongue tricks trip the typical
Turning laughter into love:
The perfect translation.
Like sentences dying to be written
Phrase your words carefully
So I can fit your punch lines
Just right
Create our own language
(Inside private thoughts)
Outside typical vernacular
Tongue tricks trip the typical
Turning laughter into love:
The perfect translation.
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